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Name: Tracy
State: Nevada
Birthday: 2/15/1990
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Friday, August 27, 2004

Currently Playing
Sexless Demons & Scars
By Jack Off Jill
-"Horrible"-
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Holy fuck...I'm updating! *gasp* Well, I've got another xanga going on here...but I'd rather not post the link to it here...because...it's sort of a secret journal *sssshhh* :| So yeah...not much has been going on...school starts in 3 days..I'm bored out of my fucking mind. Might change the layout for my xanga later...if I'm not lazy.


Friday, August 06, 2004

[mood] bitchy
[music] -
 
Well, I have come to the conclusion that nobody reads my xanga anymore...
Oh well, that's fine I guess. I thought I'd update just because...
blahblah...
 
There's an annoying buzzing in my ears for a week. It's driving me insane. :|

So long, to whoever has time for my ass to read this.


Sunday, August 01, 2004

[mood] somewhat tired
[music] none...as usual.
 
"..Snot and cum, piss and shit... Of this I am made - like a taste of it?"
Hah, those lyrics made my day.
So why not post more?
Ok..why not...
 
" Anesthesia "
 
"Like a flash of light in an endless night
Life is trapped between two black entities
'Cause when you trust someone, illusion has begun
No way to prepare, impending despair
 
Did one say so cruel: "Tis better to love than lose"
Ignorance is bliss - wish not knew your kiss
So many times been burned, this lesson goes unlearned
Remember desire only fuels the fire - liar
 
Betwixed birth and death, every breath regret
I pity the living, envy for the dead
Emotionally stunned, in defense, I'm numb
I'd rather not care than to be aware - be scared
 
I don't need love.
 
Are a thousand tears worth a single smile?
When you give an inch, will they take a mile?
Longing for the past but dreading the future
If not being used, well then you're a user and a loser
 
World reknowned failure at both death and life
Given nothingness, purgatory blight
To run and hide, a cowardly procedure
Options exhausted, except for anesthesia - anesthesia
 
I don't feel anything."
 
~ Type O Negative ~ <3<3<3


Saturday, July 31, 2004

[mood] depressed
[music] random sounds...

Ah fuck, nobody reads this journal anymore. So why still bother writing in it? I don't know. :\
 
I've been feeling a bit depressed lately. I hate that feeling. Nobody gives a shit, I know... I just needed a place to rant. I feel as if everything has changed and fucked me over one way or another...but nothing has changed at all. *le-sigh* I don't know what to feel. Sometimes I wish I could just start over. Everything is fucked. Most of the time I don't care, I don't know why I'm having a hard time dealing with these feelings now. I need a break from something..I just don't know what it is.
 
...Life is great, isn't it? :\


[mood] really shitty
[music] nothing
 
If you guys want to read my review of the Dimmu concert, you're going to have to read it at my Livejournal account:_xmalfunction
 
I'm not in the best of moods right now. I need a nap.



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